Have
you ever had that moment of realizing a big part of your life is gone,
and you will never get it back? We all have a past, and in that past are
moments we will never forget. As we grow up we find friends that stick
with us for life. Activities that we will always enjoy. Dreams that were
always reaching for, but what about love? Love... that moment when
nothing else matters. Its only you and that person who makes you whole.
When your not near them, it feels like there is a hole in your heart.
When you fight, the anger built up isn't even close to the passion you
have for one another. When your together, you cant hold in the
enjoyment. The giggles, the cries, the laughs, the song you hear on the
radio, and you say to yourself... "ours".
So
when love is gone, whats next? When you lose that person that meant the
world to you, and all you can see is a black tunnel; where do you go
from there? Is there chance that you can love again? And if so, will
that love ever compare to that first "true love". I think we all want to
know the answers to these questions. WHERE do we go from here? CAN we
love again?
Now
lets define that love, because honestly.. I think few know what that
word even means anymore. When you look up Love in the dictionary it
says, " A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person."
What the dictionary doesn't mention is, a best friend, a companion, a
person that drives every ambition, a person willing to help you, knows
all of your faults, but is still proud to be called yours.
I
think after all is said and done, Yes you can love again; but you have
to be ready. Now where do we go from here? The only was is forward, one
step at a time. Here is my promise to myself, and I hope you make this
promise too. I promise that I will love myself, and see the amazing
person that I am. I promise to let love into my heart, not scared of
what could happen, because when its right, my heart will never be empty
again. I promise to NEVER settle for less than I deserve. I promise to
believe that I deserve the most amazing man out there, and that
together, we can make each other complete. I promise to be a best
friend, and if a best friend isn't received, then they aren't for me. I
promise each and everyday to find out another amazing thing about
myself.
After
this blog I hope your heart is filled with hope! Hope that yes you can
do this, because I know I'm not the only one having a hard time with
this. Enjoy your life, make promises to have adventures, because you
could find a love for that! Make promises to go each and everyday
finding out another amazing thing about yourself! Make a promise to keep
an open heart, because you never know who is waiting around the corner!
With open arms, and a loving heart, lets start a revolution of finding the meaning of true love...
Xo
Kenz
